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Summer on Saturn
04:39
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Summer’s been good to us
The night hiding the rust
Wish I could forget the stars in me
Wish I was able to trust
The burning light of dusk
Buried in your eyes
I turn away to face the sky
That’s all I can try
You think I could just
Listen to your words
And turn them into reality
That’s not how I work
You think you can bend
My truth and my memory
To turn them into shame
And to make me tame
I don’t know what you want
But I can’t
I cant I can’t I can’t
You just lie and you wait
And I hate
I hate I hate I hate
I don’t know what you want
But I can’t
I cant I can’t I can’t
I don’t know, but I can’t
I can’t
Shiver in my spine
That’s all I can feel
The fireworks and the heat
I feel like a freak
You’re smiling and you stare
I can’t stand to sit there
We both know we’re living a lie
But you don’t seem to care
You’re drinking yourself blind
The whole town is on fire
I’m gonna run away babe
That’s what’s on my mind
I don’t know what you want
But I can’t
I cant I can’t I can’t
You just lie and you hate
And I break
I break I break I break
I don’t know what you want
But I can’t
I cant I can’t I can’t
The sky is turning red
And I’m dead
I’m dead I’m dead I’m dead
Nothing will be the same
Your game, I don’t wanna play your game
Can’t do it
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2. |
Pray
04:22
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It’s not that I actively want to hurt people
I don’t want to hurt people
I tried to stop it from happening
I’ve lied to myself and to others
I tried to back off, step away
But it always seems to happen
And I’ve come to realise that
Once I stopped trying to prevent it
I kind of enjoy it
I don’t wanna hear your excuse
I don’t want to have to look for something new
You will have to take my abuse
Until I am done with you
I’ve protected you,
Fabricated you
Into who you are today
And tonight
Every night,
You’re becoming my prey
Pray
Pray
That I don’t come for you
Pray
Pray
That I’m not into you
Cause you’ll
Cry
Cry
If I ever want you
You’ll cry
Cry
But I’ll catch you
You do all you can do
You think this is enough do you
All your time, your efforts and your flesh
Will never appease my rage
I want to wear your skin, I want to burn your eyes
I want to consume you in any way I can
You will not be enough
But you’ll certainly be used
Pray
Pray
That I don’t come for you
Pray
Pray
That I’m not into you
You’ll
Cry
Cry
If I ever want you
You’ll cry
Cry
But I’ll catch you
Pray
Pray
Pray
I’ll… I’ll get you
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3. |
November
02:18
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November stings
Like the cold in the air and the tears of a mother finding her child tortured on the ground
November stings like the door closing behind you the last time you left
Leaving like a child, tortured on the ground,
Drowning in my own tears and deaf to all sounds
I am happy it is over, the pain and the anger, the angst and the cancer
I am happy it's over I can finally be sad on my own and sit on the floor all day with no place to go and no peace, ever anymore.
November stings like the cold air in my throat
Choking me and choking my tears
And my words as I watched you leave for the last time and I just didn't say anything
November burns like those countless pictures of a lost future that I keep torturing myself with like there is any point to this
November stirs as I'm trying to live
And I keep catching my breath like I just can't believe what's happening to me
November kills and no-one deserved it
It is just how it is when stories have to end and we expected it.
The rain will one day stop and drain and become dry, and leave from a sky grey and heavy like steel
Heavy of the tears I haven't cried
I probably should have
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