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philophobia

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1.
drinkbleach 03:01
It’s 9 am and I’m breathing through broken glass My lungs are torn and I don’t know how long they’ll last I didn’t think it would be like that I didn’t think it could hurt like that I want I want my life back Before I met you I want a reaction [I am crashing] I want I want to make sense [Did I make sense before?] I want a purpose I want you in a pull of blood [It’s all over] Bleach, bleach, bleach it all out Need to drink bleach, and clean it all out Need to drink bleach and aall will be white Bleach your face, bleach your eyes Bleach it all out Bleach, bleach, bleach your insides bleach , bleach, bleach. It’s 10 am and I’m lying down on the floor I think there’s liquid everywhere I think I can’t feel my own face I can’t wait for you to come home Where is my life Where is my reason Where are the great things I thought would just happen Was anything real Did I make you up You used to make me feel special Now you make me feel like shit It’s so sunny outside and I can't move anymore I think I wanted something different Bleach, bleach, bleach it all out Need to drink bleach, and clean it all out Need to drink bleach and aall will be white Bleach your face, bleach your eyes Bleach it all out Bleach, bleach, bleach it all out Need to drink bleach, and clean it all out Need to drink bleach and aall will be white Bleach your face, bleach your eyes Bleach it all out Bleach, bleach, bleach your insides bleach , bleach, bleach.
2.
gunface 03:50
She sits in a corner she looks at you Just enough fear and resolution in her eyes to get your fired up She will pretend she’s shy and you think you’re in control By the end of the night she’s in your arms She’s playing she’s hiding, how fragile she may be You strong, you will hurt her but you’ve gotta play By the end of the night you’re in her claws She’s now the devil’s minister She’ll burn you up if you let her Already it’s too late and you don’t get the Irony Knowing better would only get you wetter (She’s now the devil’s minister She’ll burn you up if you let her Already it’s too late and you don’t get the Irony Knowing better would only get you wetter) Harder Harder You’re on fire, you’re on fire Your red flags going haywire You think you’re in control but you’re not, really Yeah you have a gun but you won’t fire Holding on the gun makes you feel safer. But she’s the weapon, ask her and she will answer You start to fear and you start to ache, Becoming the dream she once lived for Hiding under your bed till the danger passed away But she’s the danger you ache for, and you’re glad you ache It means she’s still around, for you for now, It means she is not done burning you alive She’s now the devil’s minister She’ll burn you up if you let her Already it’s too late and you don’t get the Irony Knowing better would only get you wetter She’s now the devil’s minister She’ll burn you up if you let her You’re a toy, you’re a toy In her weaponized hands And You’re glad you ache Aren’t you glad you ache
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philophobia 05:52
I feel in black and white It's been a while i haven't felt in colours I'm getting a feedback in my head Of the mistakes I've made, resonating shrill in the back of my skull The noise The constant noise of indifference The impossibility to feel Drilling my brain Whatever my throbbing heart asks I have to refuse Cause it is mistaking black and white for real life Getting excited, fast excited, fast compromised For a darker, more contrasted shade of grey No colours No colours I feel cold Cold All I feel is cold I touch people But all I can feel is empty But all I can feel is empty I touch them with colours But I only receive black and white Black and white And I remain Empty Grey Cold Philophobia Philophobia Philophobia Philophobia Cold.
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dystopiannow 03:18
"The choice we now face is all about the future Now more than ever we need to be led by a prime minister and a government that is strong and stable Because making this a success is central to our national interest And it is central to your own security and prosperity If we do not get this right, the consequences will be serious And they will be felt by ordinary working people across the country Your economic security and prosperity will be put at risk, and the opportunities that you seek for your families will simply not happen I believe we can build a more secure and united nation By taking action against the extremists who seek to divide us And standing up to the separatists who wish to tear our country apart Every vote for me and my local candidates in this election will be a vote to demonstrate that unity and purpose Every vote for me and my local team will strengthen my hand when I negotiate for Britain in Europe Every vote for me will mean we can get on with delivering my plan for a stronger Britain." Theresa May, 2017

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philophobia is like most creative products_the result of some painful shit
and a journey to FIND myself_after losing sight of who I was__
a journey from_being unable to make music to making my first track, philophobia, on a weird evening in february2017_

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released October 1, 2017

Thanks to those who gave me shit, who made me write those words.

Thanks to Kathleen, who went through all my bell-shaking, thunder-drumming and rock'n'roll bullshit just for the sake of friendship. You enabled me big time.
Thanks to Stefan, Ana, Valérie, Steff, Leela for supporting me so much, you amazing people.

Thanks to Sebastian, for always pushing me and believing in me when I fucking didn't.

Lastly, thanks to Star Noir, Jody, Dr Star and Mr Noir, my life partner. For being there every step of the way, pushing me and helping me realising my dreams.

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