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All my fucking doubts
It’s throbbing it’s here, it’s making me ill
I try to look away, I try to force myself to think
This is not what it looks like, this is actually okay
It’s like a wound, fresh and hot
Pumping and crushing and crushing me,
Through the burning rotten flow of my veins
What is everything trying to tell me
What is the meaning of what I feel
Fucking me up
Sabotaging what wasn’t broken
Am I broken
Is it me
Is it fucking me
Is it me
Can I ever feel safe
Can I ever feel
Safe
Am I
Broken
All my fucking doubts
All my fucking pain
It’s throbbing it’s here, it’s making me ill
I try to look away, I try to force myself to think
This is not what it looks like, this is actually okay
It’s like a wound, fresh and hot
Pumping and crushing and crushing me,
Through the burning rotten flow of my veins
x4
The sickness is lurking
I feel it
It has started fueling my dreams again
Already
It has started changing my face
It’s in my head x3
Well yeah, that’s where everything is
In my fucking head
The sickness, the madness
The illogical, nonsensical reasons I find to explain it
Am I collapsing
Can I do it
Am I able to do it
Doubt, doubts
Paralysing doubts
Silently horrified
Vomiting my heart
Am I still here
Does it exist
It’s like a wound, fresh and hot
Pumping and crushing and crushing me,
Through the burning rotten flow of my veins
x6
Am I still here
Am I still here
Am I still here
Does it exist
Did it ever exist
Are we okay?
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